Bewusstsein by Clara olde Heuvel

“Bewusst-Sein” - Clara olde Heuvel ©

Ich höre die Vögel zwitschern 
Ich höre den Wind wehen 

Ruhe in der Natur 
finde ich 

Ruhe in mich 
finde ich 

Das Allein-sein 
beängstigt mich 

Manchmal 

Das schwarze Loch 
zu durchfühlen 

Manchmal 

Dennoch spüre ich 
Nur einige Minuten am Tag 

Den Rest stopfe ich 
mit Beschäftigungen 

Die Ablenkung 
brauche ich 

Nützlich sein 
möchte ich 

Nützlich sein 
für meine Familie,
die Gemeinschaft 

Erfüllung

Danach strebe ich 

Clara olde Heuvel LL.M. is a human rights lawyer. She has an authentic interest in people from different cultures, because of being raised multiculturally by a French grandmother, German mother and Dutch father. Because of her bilingual background she is passionate about language and especially passionate about expressing her emotions and feelings through words. These poems and short notes were all written during the corona isolation. She is one of the published authors of the book “Human Crossing 9 stories about Refugees”. She can be reached at: oldeheuvel.c@gmail.com 

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